I've started and deleted a new post here multiple times since my last one. I'm still too scattered to put anything down concrete, so instead, bullet points.
* I find it hilarious that the most frequent referral to this blog is from a Russian p0rn site. Apparently a lot of foot fetishes floating around over there.
* I have become a boot buying maniac. Well, shoes. Well, accessories. In the past month I've bought a new bag for work, a cross-body bag for lighter traveling, ordered two pairs of boots online, another pair from Target, and two pairs of shoes from DSW. And I'm not even going to go into my addiction to Charming Charlies.
* I also ordered enough new pairs of panties that I can completely throw out every old pair I own. Which I apologize for the TMI there, but I truly can't remember the last time I bought new underwear. My bras are still in horrible shape, but I'm having a hard time replacing them.
* I guess what I'm doing is slowly rebuilding a wardrobe. One that closer matches my age and personality. But I'm still incredibly frustrated by a lack of clothing options out there. Finding new jeans that fit will be the death of me. The other day Matt offered to pay for a custom pair of Levi's just to shut me up.
* I'm working on the depression. Kind of. Sort of. I've told myself that I have until this weekend to shape up my act. That once fall begins (in my head, Labor Day is the end of summer) I have to be back on this. Dedicated. Optimistic. Working for the best.
* I sat down yesterday and plotted out weekends for the fall. I need to force myself to get out, to do things, to be social. To see people. To stop wallowing.
* I'm looking into joining a gym. I can't believe I just typed that. But it's true.
* I'm also trying to clean some other things up. Broader things. Slimmed down the people I follow on Twitter, finally did a bunch of filters and weeding on Facebook. Cleaned a lot of the house last weekend, deep cleaned. A bit more to do there, but I've made a promise to myself, and to my ever patient husband, that September will bring good things. It has to.